This is a bit old but I bumped into accidentally tonight and remembered how warm it made me feel to see people so genuinely happy. I'd give anything to feel that way again someday. I really feel lately like I just don't belong, both at home and at work. I remember a time when I would spring out of bed so fast I'd wake up on my feet. Recently it's been a struggle to get out of bed at all. Something has to give.
I thought coming out might have been the answer, but at this point I can hardly consider myself beyond Degree 1. Hopefully communicating more will help to alleviate that, so I apologize in advance for posts that I may make. :)
But anyway, this video really is great if you haven't seen it.