Carlos (tallon29) wrote,
Carlos
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"I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I am dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me ?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side ?
Will you forgive me ?

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE!)

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ!
Tourniquet!
My suicide."
--Evanescence, Tourniquet

Borders on pop-rock, but it's a great song.





Amanda - I'm worried about my sister. She's having a rough time, and I'm not sure what to say to encourage her. I'm trying to think back to when I was in that situation, and I haven't the slightest clue what to tell her.

Books - so I'm going to give her some OSC, the books that (as silly as it sounds) opened my mind to a few key things, and sent me down the path that shaped who I am. I can only hope they'll do the same for her.

Car - (los) Congrats to Nikki on the new automobile! And congrats to all these new graduates I keep reading about. You've all done something I couldn't, and for that I envy you. Good job.

Dog - I miss my Canela :( The best part of going back home is seeing her again. Maybe I'll get a dog when I move out of this apartment, if it's OK with the others.

Evanescence - What a voice. Jeeze. And good, diverse music. I like.

False hope - What happens when false hope isn't false? What if it's actually grounded on some truth? What then? But then, what if believing so is just falling victim to even more false hope? Just another reason to remain an island.

Girls - Y'all are weird. Every last one of you :P I'm sticking to computers ;P

Hahaha - ^ Joking :P

ID4 ... 2? - Read that a script for Independence Day 2 is in the works. Why?

Junta - a clique that seeks or obtains power usually through intrigue or revolution. Word of the Day for Friday June 18, 1999. (ok, so I couldn't think of a J-word I was willing to write about :P)

Kk - I don't know why, but I love saying that. kk .... Ok, I'm a "dorq"

Loser - Also one of these ;)

Mad - I was almost angry last night. Frustrated near the point of anger. I was surprised. More rest is in order.

Nah - More rest? That'll never happen :D

Overwhelmed - I've got a lot to think about. I'd say too much, but that's ridiculous. There is never too much to think about. I should probably write some of it down to help organize my thoughts.

Pr0n - Dan is the Porn King

Quiet - My behaviour (the U for the Canadians in the audience ;) when meeting new people perplexes me. I need to try a few experiments. Beware ye who do not know me but will ;)

Really?! - I didn't use Planetside for P. Just realized this. I must play it tonight to cleanse myself. Too bad about the wipe :(

Surprised - "The only people who know anything are those who realize they know nothing." I know it's been said by everyone and their mother, but it slipped out during a conversation with my sister the other day. I was surprised.

Tallon - Hope I get that ID after the wipe. Better check to make sure as soon as I get home tonight.

Uncomfortable - I've been contacted by someone who I haven't spoken to in a long time... an old friend... and I'm not sure what to make of it. Not a situation I have much experience in.

Viola - I like saying Viola (vee oh la) instead of Viola (vwah lah) and vice versa because I'm immature and enjoy annoying people.

Work - Sucks. I need to win the lotto so I can be lazy all day. Or put babies on spikes. Ah, the American Dream.

X/1999 - Good movie (cop out)

Yawn - I'm heading home. Done for the day

Z - I'm worried. Hope everything's OK. I'm waiting for further instructions.

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